silly nilly silly feelings. (in my stupid hick accent it rhymed, till my husband told me otherwise)

I am in a bit of a hard place right now
I know the outcome will be good
because I am constantly praying about it
and I know that I am on the right path.
For some reason the Lord is guiding me down a path
and it's been a little bit bumpy and a little bit hurtful.
I know that this is right
but it doesn't mean I don't understand.
I need to have a little more courage and trust in the Lord
because he has plans to prosper me, not to harm me.
He will never fail me.

{I just wish everyone could play nicely}

My next two weeks and three days are scheduled by the hour, and I am stocking my kitchen with dr. pepper, cheez-its, and other survival snacks

It's that wretched time of the year

projects are due, procrastination starts biting you in the butt, and emotions are running high

that's right its the last two weeks of school.

This year dead week has a different meaning

it might literally be the death of me.

Im sorry dear blog, but I am going to have to deny you 

you just didn't fit into my hourly schedule

maybe in my last few attempts at procrastination 

{like right now}

I will come back

but I have already given you empty promises

so don't get your hopes up

I'll be back....

if I survive.

if you see me sleeping

hand me a red bull and a prayer

I hate

when you save half of your meal on purpose to eat it later

and forget your to go box at the restaurant

Hey! Come back!

Pac Rim '08

I miss you.

It's official

I need to bring my dream catcher from my mom's house

to my apartment.

I haven't been having the best of dreams, but last night's

was the worst of all

I can't even talk about it

but I am going to do everything at all costs to NEVER have that dream again.

so dream catcher here I come.

Lakeless

{via fffound!}

I have not been to the lake all summer

chase works on most saturdays

so we haven't been able to make it out with his family

and now,

I am in summer school

how I long to be out on the lake

or better yet

the ocean..

ahhhh

failure

Dear piece of paper that had my Psychological Statistics exam printed on it,

I am very sorry that tears were splattering all over you...

You took me two hours to finish.. and I wasn't even done.

I spent 15 minutes on one little part of you, after i was finished with that, i realized that instead of subtracting in the formula.. i added..

i am sorry that i don't know any other charts beside the bell curve..

i am sorry that i forgot the difference between standard deviation and variance..

i am sorry that there were only 70 points on the test and number 1 was worth 20.

i am sorry that i have embarrassed you in front of your friends.. because they will have better scores than you..

please tell your friend that will be used for my next test.. to treat me better.

i don't like crying.. especially in class.

Holy Cow

If having a wedding dress didn't make things real,

I don't know what will..

wait...

Oh yes I do,

"MaKenna, when does your phone contract end"-Chase

"Like I know"-MaKenna

"You really don't know?"-Chase

"I don't pay for it, so why do I care?"-MaKenna

"Well, I need to know because my contract ends soon, I was just wondering because we need to put our phones on the same contract."-Chase

"WHATTTTTTTTTT! Chase, that is weird, I don't want to talk about it."'MaKenna

"Can you figure out when your contact ends and tell me?"-Chase

"okay"-MaKenna.

It really sunk in at that moment.. I am getting married in 254 days.

I am not 5 years old anymore.

(Even though that conversation may say otherwise)