Summer?

I can't relax

I keep thinking about advance stats and that I am supposed to do be doing something for it.

But, I'm not cause I am through with it

FOREVER

well

until next semester

and grad school...

I may have just cried one tear

Anyway, I am taking summer school and it starts Tuesday.

What did I sign up for..

At least I am taking it with one of my best friends in the whole world.

My blogging abilities (if I ever had any) or dwindling.

There is a lot I want to say, but it might be overly dramatic and hurtful.

I am also exhausted from finals and moving home.

Home.

I love my home.

I love my mom.

Seriously, all you who know her will agree.

She will do everything and anything for anyone.

She is funny.

She is a good cook.

So I would have to say its a lie if anyone ever says anything mean about my mom.

Especially if it's along the lines that she is rude.

I am also excited that my sister is coming home.

My brother-in-law is coming too.. shocking.

and I am dreading this part but my nieces are coming as well.

I can't wait for us to be together again, I guess I can tolerate Jason, Chloe, and Stella.

It's great,

before the wedding my sister and nieces are living at home.

With me.

for a month.

It is going to be SO great to actually be able to talk to her in person.

Instead of everyday on the phone.

I seriously can't wait.

oh I also get married sooner than later.

yiPee.

Bawl bag day

yesterday

was officially "bawl bag day"

yes, I cried multiple times in one day.

over what you may ask?

nothing

Well, lets see, I think I worked out too much on monday

So, my body went into a shock yesterday and I think I pulled muscles

yes, it hurts that bad.

So, I have been in pain.

Well, I didnt go to bed till around 3 o'clock in the morning on monday night

didn't have time for a nap yesterday.

Had psych stats class

well, I watched The Wonder Years last night

its the episode where Kevin's great aunt rose died

he over heard is grandpa asking his dad if he bought his plot next to his

he realized that his parents can die

well, at the end of the show Kevin asks his dad

"Please, don't die dad"

I swear, a river was coming out of my eyes, I lost it.

Chase made fun of me

Than I started talking about when I realized that parents die

it was when I was really little and we were in our old house

I was watching Land Before Time

and his mom dies, I ran out of the room and found my mom, bawling..

anyway

Pac Rim also came back yesterday

I went to see the home, and when they got off the bus, I started crying hahah

and multiple times before..

Well, Just to clarify, I think I was tired, so thats my excuse for crying.

I really am happy.

my head piece came in the mail today.

its beautiful.